Gosh! It's almost a week that this blog of mine was suspended with unclear reasons. I was freaking out. I sent sarcastic emails and waiting for not so immediate response. Just imagine, I upgraded this blog into Pro to remove those unwanted ads, bought a domain and even upgraded my own Reminiscing Website but all of a sudden suspended? Who will not freak out huh? It's a shame too with all my visitors and readers who was able to click my page then they will found out it was suspended. Maybe they said..."Oh! What happen to Joyoz new blog"? But thanks God it's back, it's alive and the reason now is clear haha. I missed a lot of days posting in this Journal of mine. So I need to relax now and maybe strike some other day. Ciao!

I got my adobe photoshop software. I love editing pictures, creating craft for friends and relatives and I love pictures, taking pictures and being captured. I'm a super photograhy addict of myself. So what? I just love how my pictures come out no matter how it look. Stolen shots or not. Now I started to practice digiscrapping using my software. I like it and it's enjoyable even though tricky. Depends on the mood anyway. Ok I just wanna share my creation from my first to last.



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Exactly 10 creation whew! I never knew that hmmmm..Oh well watch out for the contest I implemented for my Bisdakfamily because I will be giving away prizes for the best digiscrap creation using my my photos. Visit my Fil-0z Blog for more views and details.

I just want to post here my bravenet guestbook..Feel free to sign. I love it because it' s pretty. I put the tulips as my background. Isn't beautiful? Oh well I am enjoying the the service Bravenet has to offer. It's challenging.

Oh well this is it. I am turning 28. Do I look old? Whatever. Anyway, this is just a  post to tell what happened today with my simple celebration. I wake up ealier than my usual  time because kids come into my room and greet me happy birthday and lay beside me on my bed. They are my precious and without them my life is a mess. They are the one who keeps me going.
I though my hubby will go to work today but I was suprise when he said he will go to the Victoria Market to buy ingredients for the menu he will going to cook. Oh so sweet of him. He loves cooking anyway and he is in charge with our kitchen.  He left home right after the kids go to chool. He asked me first what I want to eat and I just told him I miss to eat big crabs. It's my favourite then. It's raining and freezing outside. I wasn't able to go to churh to offer a mass and thankgiving prayer. Maybe I will just do it on Sunday. Anyway weekends is past approaching again. When he came home we eat lunch together with clams soup and tiny shrimps omellet.
I am also doing my tasks in all my site because Google give me gifts. PR in almost all my blogs. Tasks are raining and I can't afford to finish all of them until now. No need to be greedy and grab all of them. It's my day.This is my first birthday here in Australia and it's really different with my last celebration in Phils.
We have no visitors now. Just the five of us. We don't have friends to invite since today is working day and my hubby just file a leave for work to spend the day with me.
He cook spaghetti for the kids. Steam the crab for me and then I blow a 28 candles in my cake. I love blowing candles really because I feel like a  kid and still young at heart .Oh I forgot! Hubby cooked pork roast and it's yummy. Crispy, crunchy  skin of pork roast is yummier. We had fun. Kids loves the food so as I with the crab that is only for me hehe.
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Did you mark your calendar? May 1 is my day and another year added to my age. I am so touch with all the advance greetings I recieved from the different social networks I belong. As I logged everyday I am surprise with all the efforts of my friends did. Actually I don't feel like celebrating. It's different and felt incomplete. It's like just the ordinary day. Oh well, no reason to be sad because this is such a big blessing from the ALmighty. I don't have wish for myself on my birthday because I don't know what to wish. I am bless with my family I know and my wish is just for them. Peace, love, more blessings, good health to them.
Anyway a special very nice and sweet friend of mine made a video for my birthday. You makes me special today and it's the day before my birthday. The first person made me special with my approaching natal day. It's simple but I love the simplicity of it because of the big effort despite of a busy work and days. Thank you very much and I owe you a lot.
This is what the special someone created for me.
You will feel in love with the background music song by my number one favourite artist Celine Dion.

The song is cut so just play this video below to see my all time Fav Celine.

We used to go out every weekends but today we choose to just stay at home because the weather is in bad mood and very cold. Rainshowers and very windy. It will freeze anyone not used to like me. But it's okay because yesterday was holiday and we already go out. We went to Mebourne City Yarra and have our lunch. After that we decided to go on for River Cruise. It was fun. I really love the views of the whole river. While we're on the boat, people that we passed by waved their hands. What is nice in this place is that people really have a big smiles everywhere to everyone. Visit my family blog Ozlife Begins.
I'm feeling better now unlike the pass few days that I'm so down, alone, lonely and bored. Have a pleasant weekends everyone.

My first tag from Genny I am not interested anymore in celebrity crushes since I arrived here in down under. But for you Genny (ur so makulit) I will do it just here okay? Forget my joydob. One blog is enough my friend. Thank you very much for making me kulit lol!

INSTRUCTION: List men you dream about, occasionally drool over and go gaga for. He may be a Hollywood hottie, a local celebrity, a politician, an Asian superstar or even an anime character! It’s up to you how narrate your stories but there are two rules: 1.Post pictures (I want to see what is all the hotness about), 2. Keep the linky linky alive (Tip, highlight the text which has links, right click and choose View Selection Source and just copy the HTML). Link the post where you wrote about the topic so women can find more drool-worthy men. (You might need to publish and then edit the entry first).
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Here’s the List:
Aggie Joy, Litzie, Thea, Buge , Vannie , Yen, Francine, Le bric à brac de Cherie, La Place de Cherie, Genny1, Genny2, Genny3, Genny4, Genny5, Jcelyn
Tag Mica, Twinks, Beth, Irish and Twerlyn.

Sorry but I can't help it. I felt so bad again. Lonely, alone unhappy, uncontented with my life. What is lacking in it? What? I don't understand. Since we arrived here in Aussie my life started to become dull. How can I get rid of these feelings. Why I can't be happy even if I want to? What's wrong with my heart? What's wrong with my system? I want to go home but where and what home? This is my home. Crazy me just  like a miserable baby. Oh God please guide me. Lighten up this burden that I don't understand why i need to be like this. Do I need friends to hung with?But who? I have nothing here.  Do I need to go out alone? But how? I'm destined to be just home body. A robot  that can't move without the remote. Helpless! Hopeless!  Are you asking if I'm crying? Yes I do. Crying while eating lunch alone. Crying while writing all this craft.

I've been so bored for the past few days. Homesick that making' me unproductive in blogging. Undoing tags and blog hopping through my friends pages. I remember I have an account at http://simsonstage.com so I logged in and then recording or singing my version of different songs I like. I love singing and it's like making my feelings blow up when I sing. Letting it out you know. It heals me really. I almost spent my whole day on Sims trying to be perfect and adjusting my voice. I am not really good in singing but at least I can sing. Some maybe will like it and some maybe not especially the pro. I heard a lot of great voices in Sims and wow really fantastic.
So what will you hear with my voice is what will you get. It's not perfect. Please take time to rate it. Even 1 out of 5 is enough at least you listen to it. Say something and if you are interested sign up too and record your voice. Sing to the tune of whatever song you like. Just search it on the search engine.

Click to my Sims

Hubby just called and said we will go for shopping tomorrow. Oh I am so excited you know I am a crazy shopper. I need to buy winter clothes and coats, boots, gloves and all for winter season because weather is starting to get cold as in making my mouth tremble and my knees. Just glad I don't feel lazy today but still bored with what I am doing every day of my life here. That's not mean I am not enjoying what I am doing like this writing on blog things. I still love it but I am looking for something in my life that is missing. Don't get aggravated with all I said, it's my feeling.
Oh well, thanks God its Friday (TGIF) again anyway. Life goes on and I will try to enjoy my boring life as boring as me. Do I look like I hate myself? Not really! I am the person who almost has everything I want, just almost okay? But I felt empty and unfulfilled. I am trying to be happy and enjoy life with my family. I love them and maybe without them I will be in misery more than what I felt today. What do you think is missing with me? Maybe a slap to wake up ha-ha. Just never mind. I just felt I want to write all this because it is all in my mind. I'm still grateful and lucky as what most people knew me said.
May you all have a great and enjoyable weekend.